In a Little Rut

Sometimes I get in a little blogging rut...well, a life rut really.  But I don't even know if I should call it a rut because I have a lot of ideas, & I want to do something but it just doesn't amount to anything.  Maybe it's like an overload...I dunno.

Like right now, I'd love to sit down & do a really awesome blog post but I don't know what to say...so I'm just telling it like it is.  Do you ever feel this way?  Like you've got a lot to do but no where to start?

With our house being in a constant state of disarray & things constantly getting moved, reorganized, and shuffled around I feel lost.  I just can't get a handle on it.  I've always been that way & sometimes change sorta disrupts where I am.  In college when I moved, you sorta just move in & put your things away.  You don't have to fix anything & thank god my college apartments were furnished.  I felt in a constant state of transition for a long time.  Durring college it was fine, moving is what you do...but when I graduated I was ready to settle down & spend some time in one place.  Which didn't really work out that great with our last apartment but now that I'm here....I just want it to be over.  I want to have a desk, a place, I want to be settled down.  Everything is piled up here, I just want it put away.

So I wake up everyday, for some reason I just feel so sleepy in the mornings, & set to work.  On things for the blog, design clients, various stuff for the shop, & other obligations...but then I feel like I'm getting no where with it all.  Things get done but not as much as I'd like.  It's weird cuz I want to do more but I also just want to crochet in bed while watching Supernatural.  I think it's the I'm my own boss thing so I can convince myself to put things off or that things really aren't as awesome as I think they are.

I'd also like to be able to go back on the road with Zach.  It was so fun!  We'd stop at neat places, eat yummy food, & just sew up the dotted line to where he needs to be.  Maybe I'm just getting a bit stir crazy, I dunno.

I've finished up some more work here today both on the home front & the design front...you should check out the really sweet new header over at Polka Dotted Chaos, just saying.

I dunno, I don't mean to alarm you but I think that life is sorta being life right now......& I need to grab it.  I also think its because I've not found too many interesting things to photograph lately.  I need to go somewhere!  You know how I love playing with iphone apps!

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